I am so
sick of a world and society like ours…people living like slaves,being happy of
their imprisonment…built a prison for their mind with their lies and deceiving
behaviour,accepting and tolerating that some medias or so called leaders built
their so called opinion,while they oversee or want to oversee on purpose that
they don’t HAVE an own opinion anymore,that they just follow the mass like some
retarted nomads in a freaking desert! People seem to be born into slavery and
they seem to be proud of it,or if not proud but at least ok with it,since they
preach this kinda lifestyle to their children and other companions to create a
herd of mindless stupid zombies. Emphasizing the power of medias and
underestimating the own creativity of their own minds and what powerful,sharp
weapon it could be,they give away freedom and choice for some shallow
entertainment and some bling bling in a shallow, superficial society.Their lack
of thoughtfulness and their huge amount of ignorance plants the seed in the
head of their own families and makes it harder for all those who aren’t yet a
part of this sick whole thing(talking about peer pressure). It might seem
tempting at first to give away all your responsibility and just follow the “leader”,the
alpha animal,but everything comes with a cost and so does this. The scary part
is: They seem to be aware of this,yet they couldn’t care less,it seems like
slavery seems to be a small price for the so called wonders they can offer with
their deceiving propaganda, just created to mesmerize the simple minded and
leave them dazzled. But once again,they really seem to be glad to chose, or
should I say to chose so they don’t have to chose anymore?Cos following this
kind of system, they have a total lack of responsibility and no more need to
decide much.THEY will tell them what kind of fashion to wear, what kind of
movies to like,what kind of books to read and what kind of songs to be voted
number one hits.THEY have the power,sitting in their ivory towers and being
like a gigantic puppet master,yet they’d be so powerless if they wouldn’t be
able to take advantage of the own stupidity of homo sapiens.
What’s the
opium for the masses,the drug that any mind must take to keep itself safe from
insanity?The answer might be: LOVE
But what is this,love?
I think
everyone got it’s own definition of love and if two people really find a way to
each other,than that’s less due to the miracles of love and rather due to two
people whom’s opinion is quite mutual,at least mutual enough to not interfere
with each others interest and to build a win-win situation,a classical draw.
It’s those
people who keep telling me that there would be things like soulmates and that
there’d be the one person in your life,just made to be your perfect companion
and partner…well,I am sorry if I think that this is the peak of naivity!There
are currently about 6,5 billion people on this planet,and we should be supposed
to pick just ONE of them,in just ONE lifetime?BULLSHIT!
It’s like
with those people who think that we’d reproduce us to make sure that we’d
reproduce ourself…a short excurse in the world of genes will prove us that this
is BULLSHIT!Already in the 3rd generation,the number of original
genes from yourself will be down to 12,5%,almost reaching zero in the 5th
generation in a time window of only a hundred years…it’d be really naïve to
still think that we’d reproduce ourself,it’s rather the genes who keep the pool
filled and who keep themselves in the cosmic game,we’re not much more than
merchants in this cosmical game of chess.
Let’s see
what mother nature can teach us here:
Mother
nature is a harsh commander, things in nature are going all quite logical and
sober, there’s not much space for this burden that we call civilization. Eat or
be eaten, reproduce or your species will stop excisting and you’ll no longer be
part of the cosmical game which seems to be a lot about the genes.
Or did you
see lions quarrel about which movie to watch in the cinema?Or buffaloes discuss
about where flirting ends and cheating begins?Unless you’re in a nutshouse,I’d
bet you didn’t see or hear such a thing happening EVER!And why?Well,like I
said,cos there’s no space for such a mumbo-jumbo in nature, it’s just cocky
homo sapiens who dares to dance out of the line and who doesn’t stick with the
rules. And he even has the guts to call it superior behaviour and camouflages
it with a nice word,Civilization…
I mean,let’s
face it…most people will have about 5- let’s say 100 different partners and
relationships in their life…and they’ll just end up sticking with one and the
same in the end cos they’ll naturally run out of time(thx mother nature to save
us a lot of trouble by wiping out those jerks after a certain amount of
time),and since science is still not capable to make mankind immortal, we can’t
prove or disprove the opposite. But meeting just one person and that’s it? That
might go for those fairy tale couples who meet their first bf/gf and then stick
together a life time, but how many are they?0,00000000000000000001% or less?And
what about the rest?
Even if you’d
a few thousand years to live, how can you dare to say that if there’d be really
just one person who’s meant to be your perfect match, that you could actually
find that person in just one lifetime? You would have to meet all the people on
this world before you could even give any judgement. It’s just a deceiving lie!
I dare to say that you could match with ANYBODY and that it’s all about the
will and the discipline. Do you really think it’s all about having things in common
or that differences match? But what about those many arranged marriages or
those marriages of the people around the time(and before) the 2 world wars? They
surely weren’t always the perfect couple, but their marriages usually lasted
much longer than any marriage does nowadays…maybe it’s about the way people
were raised at that time? And there I think we can see it again, with less of
those distractions of so called modern society around them, they didn’t have
the choice or time to do stupid things like getting divorced and all…times were
rough and you couldn’t just give up on everything like people use to do it
nowadays.
It just
really makes me wanna vomit to see all those happy sunshine couples nowadays…maybe
I am envy cos they can deceive themselves so perfectly while my mind is on
alert and it’s painfully clear to see what’s really going on, without any
purple sunglasses on my eyes…The truth is quite painful cos let’s face it, this
world isn’t really a nice place after all and it might have it’s benefits to
deceive and illusionate yourself. Yet I still can’t do it and maybe that’s what’s
driving me slowly insane.
Ya, I
really feel like it’s like we were all born into imprisonment, love is the drug
that our mind created to keep itself safe from insanity while all those shallow
seductions around us are the dazzling accescoires.
I feel like
my soul is left behind devastated and I feel a very huge inability to feel love
or non-selfish feelings. I feel very alienated either, like I really don’t
belong here. Is this all about me? Hm, good question ,I might not be capable to
answer it.
I just know
that I can’t neglect it any longer, other people’s happiness makes me sick! Selfish?
Maybe. Childish? Definetely! Necessary? I guess so…Questionable? Well, you tell
me…
(this is kinda the text I wrote before and which got deleted,just that the original one was MUCH,MUCH better,I think this one sux:(!)
